Long entry...
Hey Bloggie… Long time since I update, other than the simple and full of hatred one bout Caroline recently. Recently I’ve developed lazybones disease… Don’t really like to do things… No more self discipline. Haha… Which is kinda bad, cuz exams are coming.
Right, I’ll tell you more bout me and him now… It’s kinda going ok… Juz that I’m still a teeny weenie bit affected by friendster and his testimonials for people and people’s testimonial for him. And by ‘people’, I mean girls… Bloody hell! Can’t they be more automatic? More sensitive bout the girlfriend’s feeling? No, they won’t and never will. Ok, enough bout this. Ya, so we recently went to k-box to sing… God, I think I sounded horrible… And oh, I also told him I think we don’t have chemistry between us anymore. He says it’s because we’re too use to each other already… Well, I thought so too. I don’t’ get excited when I see him like I do last time… So now we’re in a quest to get our chemistry back… and probably is coming back… A bit by a bit… A little by a little... And he said, “keep up the good work!” Yeah… I don’t know why, but I miss him almost everyday recently… Maybe chemistry is really coming back. And oh, I asked him what’s love. I mean, I asked a lot of people… And they don’t really know how to describe it. He’s the only one who can tell me the definition, is this god or bad? Are we supposed to be able to define love? Anyway, he’s definition of love is, you want to be with the person, care for the person, understand the person… Any takers? Is it really like that?
My darling’s actually quite sweet la… See, the problem with our relationship is, we can’t see the sweet things we do for each other. Like, I can’t see he’s done anything sweet for me, but he tells me taking me out to the places I like are examples of sweet things… But I see it as a date, not sweet things. That’s the problem… I guess my boyfriend is not very good with words… But he’s still sweet… I guess I’ve to learn to appreciate everything he does and see it as being sweet… Anyway, I love him all the same…
I think I’m suffering from paranoia… I’ll be so scared that he’s cheating on me… too many things happened between us last time… it’s not that I don’t wanna trust him… I’ve fault last time too… How do I put it? Ok, never mind… Juz have to know my relationship is a little bit different from others’.
I guess that’s about it… the only interesting thing I can blog about is bout my baby… Will be back to update “SOON”. Haha! =) Till then!
PS: I HATE FRIENDSTER!!!!
Right, I’ll tell you more bout me and him now… It’s kinda going ok… Juz that I’m still a teeny weenie bit affected by friendster and his testimonials for people and people’s testimonial for him. And by ‘people’, I mean girls… Bloody hell! Can’t they be more automatic? More sensitive bout the girlfriend’s feeling? No, they won’t and never will. Ok, enough bout this. Ya, so we recently went to k-box to sing… God, I think I sounded horrible… And oh, I also told him I think we don’t have chemistry between us anymore. He says it’s because we’re too use to each other already… Well, I thought so too. I don’t’ get excited when I see him like I do last time… So now we’re in a quest to get our chemistry back… and probably is coming back… A bit by a bit… A little by a little... And he said, “keep up the good work!” Yeah… I don’t know why, but I miss him almost everyday recently… Maybe chemistry is really coming back. And oh, I asked him what’s love. I mean, I asked a lot of people… And they don’t really know how to describe it. He’s the only one who can tell me the definition, is this god or bad? Are we supposed to be able to define love? Anyway, he’s definition of love is, you want to be with the person, care for the person, understand the person… Any takers? Is it really like that?
My darling’s actually quite sweet la… See, the problem with our relationship is, we can’t see the sweet things we do for each other. Like, I can’t see he’s done anything sweet for me, but he tells me taking me out to the places I like are examples of sweet things… But I see it as a date, not sweet things. That’s the problem… I guess my boyfriend is not very good with words… But he’s still sweet… I guess I’ve to learn to appreciate everything he does and see it as being sweet… Anyway, I love him all the same…
I think I’m suffering from paranoia… I’ll be so scared that he’s cheating on me… too many things happened between us last time… it’s not that I don’t wanna trust him… I’ve fault last time too… How do I put it? Ok, never mind… Juz have to know my relationship is a little bit different from others’.
I guess that’s about it… the only interesting thing I can blog about is bout my baby… Will be back to update “SOON”. Haha! =) Till then!
PS: I HATE FRIENDSTER!!!!
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