Heya bloggie! It's been quite some time since i updated in you...
The last blog entry of mine is pretty saddening right?
But I'm trying hard to get over it. Real soon.
So tired of all the hurt i recieved in return for the numerous sweet things I've done...
*heartache*

I just told him that if he's not gonna do the things i told him that i want before, e.g going out to somewhere blah blah, I;m just gonna end everything.
Now I don't see much point for a relationship.
It's really a waste of time and energy.
Esp when the other party is super passive.
I'm in a dilemma.
Sometimes i feel he is super nice, sometimes i don't.
Sometimes i feel like giving up, other time i don't.
Told him i feel like breaking up, cause he's not very appreciative of what I've done.
His tone in talking to me also not very nice to my ears.
This is so fucking crazy...
Yet i'm sure it's nothing to do with my PMS, cuz I'm not having IT.
It'll be a cycle, i know.
Breaking up, being nice and treasuring me, got me back then slack.
So i shall end this cycle if it happens again.
End it at stage one.
Think of the time and freedom I'll have to myself and for him.
Right now it just seemed like it's the best thing to do.
The mum and dad treat me good, but this will not be the reason that I'm staying.
What for drag when you know he's not gonna be the one?
As the chinese saying goes, "chang tong bu ru duan tong".
100% correct and makes sense.
Suffer for a short while rather than for very long.
*suffer suffer suffer*

Hmm...

Too much has happened la.
And we're together for so long he has taken me for granted.
All the sweetness is gone, long gone.
So yes, in a few months time, it'll be time for my verdict.

The verdict.

Will see how then.