Hey bloggie! Just a quick post ok.... Need to poor my feelings out... But yet i can't make it too obvious cause it's so open... Sometimes i wish i have time to keep a diary instead of online blogs. But this is more fun and u can upload pics and what nots.

Right, i must really find the time to post my valentine's day's post. Now no time to add pictures and stuff. Maybe tomorrow or something.

Recently I've been thinking a lot. 'Bout people and relationships... I feel so tortured now la... I think i've been living my past 1 year in a dilemma. And recently this dilemma thingy gets to me even more. And I'm also thinking 'bout something else. I would think how will my life be now if i'm not with someone, or with someone. I really dunno how to put all these subtly. 

I wish I'm living the high life... But I'm not la. I wonder if this will change my group of friends or my boyfriend. Don't get me wrong just cause i sounded like a materialistic bitch. This is not 'bout materialism, but 'bout my environment and my daily interactions. OK, i know it's difficult t understand what i'm saying now but i just wanna talk 'bout it.

There's esp one thing that i'm so thinking 'bout and soooo confused 'bout. And that is the thing i can't say! At least not here la... 

Hai!!! I can't really concentrate cause f that la... I AM studying, but that thing will just come into my mind.

AHHH!!!! INTRUDER!  

GO AWAY! GET OUT OF MY LIFE, IDIOT!

PERIOD.

Think only my closest friend will know what i'm talking 'bout la.