Hey!!!!!!! I'm back again.... Wasn't consistent enough.  Anyways.... Saturday was boify's 21st year old birthday celebration. I almost ended up not going. Or rather, not being able to go. Cause of what? stupid drug allergy. This is what happened.

Friday, 29th Feb.

==>I felt so sick the whole day. Woke up with a fucking painful throat upon swallowing. Runny nose. Couldn't breath. Only through mouth. Nevertheless, went for attachment. (so devoted to nursing right, HA-HA) Throat wasn't any better at the end of the day in hospital. It was still dry and painful. After attachment i followed daddy and jie jie who were driving to jurong to give one of the van to my daddy's employee. When i came back it was super late, like twelve thirty. Definitely wrong for someone who is sick and running a bit of fever. Then desperate me went to take western medicine like i always DON'T do. And medicine that WASN'T mine.

Saturday, 1st March, 1.27 am

==> I woke up feeling a bit of itchiness on my eyes. When i felt my eyes then, i was like, FUCK!!! It's starting to swell up. Real bad. Within half an hour it swelled up to the kinda size that i can't even really open my eyes. Was just a thin line across. I look like shit man. And i could feel my heart beating damn fast. Straight away, with the intuition of a nurse, i know i'm suffering from drug allergy. And I feel so so so sad because in 17 hrs time, my boify will be having his 21st b'day celebration. And from my drug allergy experience from young i knew that my eyes won't depufff itself in 48hrs, let alone 17hrs. I felt so sad i could cry. And i did, after waking my poor tired mother up from her sleep. I was like, "tomorrow's my boyfriend's birthday celebration!!!" ( Not in an excited way like how my exclaimation marks made u feel.)

She consoled me and let me shed a few tears in her hug. SOB SOB SOB!!!! She told me, "it's ok, go to sleep, tomorrow your eyes would be better and we'll take u to the doc's" Guess what i was thining then. I was hoping it'd be a bad bad dream and i would wake up juz nice and pretty for my boify's party. Yeah yeah yeah, fat hope. I smsed him at 2am telling him i couldn't attend his party cause of drug allergy.

1st March, 9.14am

==> He called. But i didn't answer. Was feeling too sick and down to answer any phone calls or touch my HP. Continued lazing on bed like a cancer patient who lost all hopes.

1st March, 10+am

==>Finally told him i woke up. He called my house. Mum answered. Saying my eyes were bad and blah. After he hang up with my mum i called him, only to find out he was the one talking to my mum. He volunteered to drive me to see the doc. Did i miss something? Oh yes, he passed his driving recently. So ya, back to my stupid eyes story. Of course i rejected the offer, because how can i ever let him see me in my ugliest state? He might not mind but i mind. A lot. But he was persistent, and hang up on me before i could protest more. Next thing i know, i was searching for my shades. For what, when i'm indoor and at home? As a disguise! Die also can't let him see me in this kinda pathetic state. And i need to bath. Cause i was so sick and tired i didn't bath on friday. Before i can bring my clothes into the bathroom and hide there temporarily, he reached. Stupid sister was laughing at me when i told her i will wear shades. Mother was like, "hai yo, if he really love you he won't mind u looking ugly la."

And so i had nowhere to hide, so i hid behind a pile of folded up clothes on the bed. It was a high pile of clothes. It worked though. He can't find me, and my own sister didn't even realize i was hiding there. So she was like, "i dunno where is she leh, maybe in her room or toilet lor." So this boyfriend of mine walked around my house looking everywhere but not behind the pile of clothes and behind the bed. So when he went out to the living room, I popped out of the pile and told my jiejie, "hey! I'm here la!" And guess what she do. She laughed and laughed silently.

And so did my mum. And i was found. Of course i can't let him see me, so i covered my face with a short i juz grabbed from the pie and ran into the toilet. When i'm done showering, i came out with shades on. And my sister still can tease me saying it looks stylo though it's a rainy day la.

1st March, 11+am

==> On the way to GP, still with shades on. Anyway i saw the doc and he pronounced me enemy with painkillers and antibiotics. The stupid drug that cuased me allergy reaction is a painkiller i took  for throat pain. And the drug that caused me the same allergy reaction 11 yrs ago is an antibiotic. Very good. So i can't have the risk of getting an infection, or an accident. Of course my allergy now is no big deal, cause i only took one of the med. Could've died taking one more.

I was wondering if it means i can't give birth next time? Oh my god la. I must take extra care of my health not to get infections or in anyway land myself in the hospital, cause the only thing they do to u in hospital is put u on antibiotics or give u pain killers. So doc gave me some antidote.

1st March, 5+pm

==>Hope's not lost! My eyes got better! From being so swollen that my double eyelid's all stretched out, it later became less swollen and i can see abit of my double eyelid returning. So i, the desperate one put ice on my eyes for one plus hour till my eyelids fully came round. 

1st March, 6+pm

==> Darling's grandma called me, using darling's phone, and told me to go. She said it's ok la, a few relatives and friends, don't bother bout the eyes. A few relatives and friends? My goodness no! My co friends are there, His army friends are there, his classmates are there! How can i subject my ugly eyes to so many people? For someone like me who cares about how i look? 

But I promised the grandma i will go at 7 plus la. So i've to. I called my bestie Yiwen and let her know i'm going. She came my house and watch me get prepared first before going with me. These are the few things i did and need that makes me feel better and look prettier.

1. Double eyelid sticker

2. Fake eyelashes

3. Some eye cream and foundation and concealer.

4. My nerdy specs.

5. My favourite outfit.

6. Favourite hairpin.

7. Cute bra.

Yup these are pretty much the things that made me feel and look better. Yiwen says i look like a sexy school teacher in my outfit and specs,haha. Still, i feel so inferior and conscious!

1st March, 8+ pm

==> Reached darling's house. Anyway a few of my friends think that this whole me-not-coming thing is meant to be a surprise for darling. Ya so wasn't that bad and i volunteered to be camera woman cuz i don't wanna be in pictures when i look bad. But was forced to take a few la. Be in it. Overall was ok...

2nd March, 12+am to 2+am

==> Still at my bf's party place cause his father was talking to his grandma 'bout stuffs. After tt boyfriend drove me and his family home. 

2nd March, 2+am onwards

==>Zonked out, officially, but had a bad dream bout boyfriend and another girl.

This turned out to be a pretty long update though the span of the event's like, one day plus. Anyway I'm off to get some ZZZzzz... Still need to see the kids tomorrow. Oh my god!!!!