Tuesday, January 16, 2007

Shopping list

1. 1 pair levi's heart shape pocket limited ed jeans ,$200

2. Ipod nano pink ,$300

3. Topshop spag ,$16 (gotten)

4. Roxy tee ,$35

5. Junk food tee ,$50

6. FCUK jeans ,$159

7. Reebok bag ,$25 (gotten)

8. denim shorts ,$50 (gotten)

9. Adidas jacket ,$129 (gotten)

10. Bourjois sparking liner ,$16

11. Adidas watch, red ,$90
(everlast one gotten instead)

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Hi Bloggie!
I’m home from attachment! Hee… Feel so damn tired now la… but I’m so loving it! Cuz it’s so busy, and the days pass so fast, with my super nice nurse diyana…
And of course I’m starting to know everyone better… still, it’s saddening! Cuz everytime I start to get the gist of things, the attachment will be ending.
It’s still ok I guess, cuz I still like school better. The carefree life, not under much supervision, being able to laze around and no one will ever come nagging at you to do something, blah blah… ‘bout hospital image or whatever blah. Especially good without the stupid sister lee or li.
DOAB.
Daughterofabitch.

Right, I still have not yet upload my Hong Kong pictures into the com. I think it’ll take a bloody long time. All the file size super big.

Did I mention there’s this good looking nurse in the ward? By nurse, I mean a male nurse. People generally have the conception that nurses are female. You can take a look in children’s picture books. It’s all female nurses shown. Ok, back to my subject. He’s good looking and all, but he isn’t friendly at all. It rhymes. Ha-ha.
Sad though, I only remember me having 2-3 shift same as him. But it’s ok, cuz I’m not really into him or anything. He’s juz something that’s pleasant to my eye in the hospital. So I’ll look while I can.

And oh, let me tell you this, bloggie. I hate this girl in our attachment group. Shall not mention her name. She’s all high and mighty la. Not friendly at all. To me at least. To the others, she’s alright. Maybe she thinks she’s too pretty or whatever to open her precious mouth. Or maybe it’s me that give her the “whatever” face that she just don’t dare or want to talk to me. Whatever it is, it’s ok. Cuz she still some stuck up creature to me. She’s such a nerd and know-it-all. The first day she see me, as in the very first orientation for the very first attachment, she saw me at the train station, and she kept on staring at me… maybe she feels threatened or whatever, maybe she’s feeling competitive ‘bout her looks compared to mine. What for, I mean. That’s just so without confidence and insecure, me and her just can’t clique. Even during polyclinic attachment. Enough said ‘bout her.

This is a super long entry I know… bear with me… it’s not like I’ve time to update everyday short short entry of what I do or how I feel.

The hospital have lotsa weird smell. Not exactly weird. Weird will be a far too nice word to describe those smell. The hospital smell NASTY. Sometimes when I’m eating, even at home, I can taste a similar smell, and I’ll immediately associate it with some smell from the hospital, may it be the smell of the wet wipes they use or whatever else in the hospital. Then I’ll feel totally disgusted.

Currently having a hard time learning Malay and Cantonese. But it’s a good time to learn cuz I can make use of it in the hospital. =)

I’m reading the diary of Anne Frank right now. I’m re-reading it actually. But it still seem interesting and nice, sad at the same time. To think I’m reading a diary of a dead and she died at such tender age and died a horrible death. What’s with Hitler and jews anyway… whao… this is really a long essay… haha… anyway, I’m loving my new Za foundation with it’s limited ed casing. Both the casing I love. I will draw up my shopping list soon. =)

Gtg! Love! Muacckz*

Friday, January 12, 2007

tiresome relationship...

hey bloggie... tell u what... i'm so tired of my relationship. don't think anything will be going right again afterall... so much for putting in some hope... hai... lots and lots of problems... i'm learning to let go...

i suddenly feel that i hate my family alot... think my mum is bloody bias towards my sister... she'll always be the oh-so-perfect daughter for her, then i'll always be the disappointing one la... in terms of attetitude i mean...

what a depressing entry of mine... hai.

attachment is fine la... at least got the super jovial Gary nurse to entertain me... but i hate sister lee or li or however the surname is spelled la. go to hell la. burn, burn... that kinda material also can become sister huh... laugh my head off... all the sisters suck la... except a few la. i vow i will nv be like tt if ever i become a sister. not that i want to anyway...

hmm, new year new resolutions... a bit late for new year resolutions, but nevertheless, it's still january... here are my ambitious resolutions... (haha)

1. never skip lectures... (my foot la. lazy me will do it, but still, it's an aim..)
2. save more money! (spendthrift me will nv be able to save much money...)
3. get an A or two for my exams in 2007 (achievable if i follow resolution 1)
4. be less harsh...
5. be more patient
6. get a better guy
7. drink more water
8. get more tanned
9. buy more stuffs. (contradicts point no.2 i know)
10. Have more fun than ever! =)

of course new year comes with new wish list... haha... will update my wish list soon! =) love!
gtg catch some much needed sleep man... damn tired... looking forward to dinner with my pals tmr! night and till then!

Tuesday, January 02, 2007

I'm back and alive! =)

Dearest bloggie...
I'm back from Hong Kong!
A fun trip i would say. =) eat sleep eat play, eat more then slp. haha... super duper fun!
Also plus alot of juicy episodes la. not gonna mention here. =p

But had a bad start to new year, cuz of some unpleasant events with him. (ex)
oh, but i should tell you something. he asked for a patch, so i gave him this one last chance to prove himself worthy.

Anyway, bought alot of things in HK. bought JLo and Gucci perfume, then a super cute Paul Frank towel, Disney bling necklace and charm bracelets, Roxy wallet and lanyard and clutch, a bling belt, and tonnes of food eaten there, and whole lot of friendships and bond brought back. =)

Sad la... tomorrow attachment gonna start le... i will be damn tired again. still haven recover from the jet lag. yesterday i slept till 6pm... today till one plus... haha... my friend said he underestimated me. never knew i can sleep so much more...

Anyway, gtg have dinner now... catch ya later. =)