Zoo. Forgotten picture.

This is a very important picture!!!!!

It's so gross and disgusting  and incredulously funny!

It's like, picking out dried shit for the other baboon! I think it's dried shit. I mean, what else will be on the butt? Worms? EEEWWWWWWW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Train sms-ed and said he dreamt of me. Like 2a.m his time.  Just to tell me he dreamt of me and that i am important to him. And of course missing me a lot. 

MADE MY DAY!!!!

I'm so sorry that this has to be associated with the butt post. But i am just sooooo happy that i have to write something about it.

Genting trip

OKAY!!!!! I WANNA COMPLAIN ABOUT BLOGGER'S UPLOAD IMAGE'S SYSTEM!

When u wanna upload images, you are only allowed to upload like, 5 at one go.

And for those who's very conscious about the sequence of the images (like what events come first) it is really difficult and time consuming to upload the images. In sequence.

No need to elaborate more. Those who's like me will get what i am trying to complain about.

Yup, so these are pictures taken when i was in Genting last sunday.

Look at the winding road. We're so high above that u can practically feel A LOT of the pressure when going up or down the road.

Look! This is the road that was constructed for all the coaches and vehicles. It's only after a turn that i realize this is the road we were on. Trust me, it is scarier than it looks.

Scary right?

So this is when we were on the way back to the malaysian custom.

The road is pitch black dark, and the driver didn't on the lights on the bus. So everything was dark. And nice. =)

Because, u can actually sleep in peace! Without the every 10m road lamps that cast stupid lights on your already closed eyelids. Like when u sleep on your dad's car in singapore.

Me and the carousel.

I hope i spelled it correct.

Ok, we were just trying to be lame.

Before we go on the indoor "roller coaster" that is not so scary.

For the weak heart in us, haha.

We wanna capture the tower, so we look a lil awkward in this picture. bending down to take it.

I seriously don't know what i was trying to do.

super hot buy!

Olympus 850 SW

Love it!

Totally waterproof without any casing! Up to 3m. 

Ah..... The advancement in technology!

Shock proof up to 1.5m

This is a normal picture.

With the panorama feature, this is how it can look like:

See? Good for going overseas and taking landscape. Even better than wide angle lens.

The way the camera does it amazes me.

A LOT.

I love both my cameras! They complement each other.

Ok, so i have been to the Zoo on tuesday. Thanks Juliana, for the ticks! =)

Me and leks. A.k.a Ruth.

I love the vivid colour of the parrot. Though they were a tad noisy.

What is this man! Crossing the road!

Everyone stopped and stare.

Big, fat, not appealing Hippo.

See the baboon at the far right of the picture? The extremely white one, with the fur soooo frizzy (yikes)? It looks like it's the Grandpa of all the baboons. So old and wise.

Their fur really really sucks. If i am zookeeper, i will not want to take care of them. Unless i have a fetish for frizzy fur. Which i seriously doubt i will.

Yucks. He/she's like, picking out fleas for the younger one!

Look at that! That's the way she teaches her kid! By pulling the tail? Hahaha....

Not to mention the other baboon whose only it's butt is seen in this shot. PERSISTENTLY RED.

According to Ruth (i think, either her or Deb), that the red butt is to attract the opposite sex. I mean............................... I am pretty speechless.

Oh my god........ What was this facial for? Looking soooooo "shiok".

*Gulps*    :s

Some sleepy goat we have here. Lazy afternoon nap.

My fave. Dance of love. 

So funny when they hop, i tell you...

Look at the crowd of them! And their tails! Can't wait to see more of their cousins and relatives in australia.

This is soooooooooooo cute!

The special white tiger that debs was so crazy over.

SEE!!!!! I managed to capture the cute side of it! If u zoom it nearer, you can actually see its tongue. The cute side of an otherwise menacing and fierce animal.

Who faces extinction.

Me (and my pink highlights) together with the tiger. And part of deb. Haha.

I really love my camera for this picture. Super nice!

This is the right picture with the right animals captured on the right moment against backlight.

Another picture i love, and that makes me fall in love with my camera all over again.

 

I always thought the neck is straight. Didn't know it can be crooked.

Me and my fave animal. 

So uncalled for, this picture.

Sooooo cute. Anyway i know why is a giraffe's neck so long. I think i told my gang the reason before. 

And i so damn love my camera.

All photos taken with CASIO Exilim Ex-Z70, using various modes when suited.

Easy money

Okie, this is me and my cussie Joyce @ MOS last friday.

Fucking good dancer she is. I've never danced sooooo hard in my life.

Gotten myself blisters on my feet. And also thanks to the new shoes that contributed to it.

Smart of her to wear flats!!!! 

But she's tall, what to do?

Anyone taller than me i consider them tall. Haha.

Anyway, i didn't expect asking for money would be this easy!

When the people I'm asking from is my parents.

Honestly! I've been worrying about the $$$ that i need for my Australia trip and also pondering on how to actually ask for it. From my parents

After all, i am the one who told them that they will pay for the trip, and i will come up with the money that i need for spending.

So a week ago, i was like, I'm sooooooo doomed. Because it's lesser than a month to the trip and i have saved nothing for it! How typical of me. Anyway, yes, so i set my heart on asking them for some reinforcements, sponsorship, whatever u call it.

The question was, how to ask from them?

Just yesterday i did it!

Was on my dad's car, then i went like, "Father, can u sponsor me $400 for the australia trip?"

He was like, "Why? $400? "

I said, "Yup, because the whole trip's money is only inclusive of our breakfast. The rest we need to spend using our shopping money. So u're giving me the money for food. "

He's like, "Okay la, will give you when it's nearer to the trip. "

I expected him to ask me if i saved up for it too, and to let him think about it. Instead he went right into agreeing and allowing it.

Of course i am telling a big fat lie here.

The total amount needed for food, as calculated conservatively by the tour guide, is only SGD200 the most. 

I just want more $$$  for shopping.

And also, how can SGD400 be enough? For my insatiable appetite for shopping?

I am putting in SGD300 on my own. (imagine, if i don't ask for help from my dad, how little i will have to spend. =(. But he gave me! Giving me. =) Yay!  )

Also, SGD700 is very lil for my shopping expenses.

Say the rate is 1:1.3, SGD700 will only be AUD538.

So little! And we have to spend like AUD100 on food, leaving me with only AUD438 to survive for shopping? 

For a shopaholic like me??????? 

Fret not, i told myself.

Now is the time when mothers play a role. In finance matters.

HAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!

So on the same day, yesterday, i asked from my mum. Again, the difficulty level of it shocked me.

"Mother, can you sponsor me $200 for my australia trip?"

Mother: "I sponsor u ah? Ok la, when u need it? Are u gonna do an exchange soon?"

Me: "Oh no la, not yet. Father will check out the exchange rates for me, then i will ask him to change. You can give me next week, nearer to the date. "

Then she went on and on about how i should take care of myself and that i shouldn't bath too late and sleep with wet hair...............................................

But well, i guess for the $$$, it's worth listening to her always repeating itself talk.

So now i got myself AUD700 to spend!

Well AUD600, minus the food part.

Asking for money has never been easier!

Okay!!!!!!

So i finally finished my exams!

Anyway, i think i might have to take sub paper for the module today. HS 3034.

TOTALLY SUCKS.

But let's make life more interesting.

I won't talk about something that is done and over with, and not modifiable.

Gosh i nearly drowned.

First, i am not a good swimmer. Just picked up swimming 2 months ago. No stamina, no nothing.

Second, was overly ambitious today. I'm 155cm tall, should have stayed at the depth where i belong. 1.4m or something shallower.

And so we, (me, skk, ruth, julz) wanted to swim from breadth to breadth. At least half the breadth, all in a breadth.

It was fine when i started out. And i took like two other breadth. But i didn't reach the half way mark. I started spluttering and kicking and panicking. U know how people always say don't panic, but well, let them try the stupid experience of near drowning, then come back to me again to tell me if they panic. 

I mean, how not to? U know that u can't stay afloat anymore, who will be sooooo calm?

I was saying, help me!

But no one heard. 

Ruth claimed she heard, and she wanted to come over, and that is when she started drowning.

At first i even thought she was kidding!

She's always kidding. But i guessed not.

Ok when i was drowning it suddenly dawned on me to keep myself afloat my floating on my back, something that i am extremely good at.

So yes, i was back to the side when i saw ruth bobbing up and down.

Goodness, i was laughing!

Didn't know it's for real.

Julz was like, "what, is she serious?"

Then she and SKK started the rescue. Swam up to Ruth and pulled her to the side.

My goodness, what an escapade.

Thank god i am alive. I will train my stamina, build it up before going deep waters. SUCKS.

I am suffering from soooo much fatigue.

Still, i will go Sentosa tomorrow and have some girls' fun...

Soak up the sun!

Will upload pictures soon.

Dearest bloggie, right now i am having the helluva time. Enfer d'un moment

STUDYING.

Soooooo sad!!!!!

When will this suffering period end???????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Okay, maybe i am exaggerating a lil.

It's end super soon. Like this coming thursday.

But but but but but......... Did i mention that the book of med surg (medical surgical) nursing is damn thick?

Printed on both sides? With six slides on a page? And with about 200 pages worth of slides?
Let's do a conservative calculation of how many slides in total that will be.

200
x 6
-----
1200



My goodness!

And the last minute studying doesn't help.

Last minute studying, without attending any lectures, DOES NOT HELP AT ALL.

In fact it will be detrimental to my results and my mental health.

My temporal constituition is like.....
screws all off.

However, i will still try to make the best out of it.

Study every page, every lecture, make own notes when necessary.

Memorize as much as i can................

That said, i should go study now.

My friends have been staying over so much lately that i can just collect some tips from them and make money out of sharing my room.

Random.

Great, am i falling in love or what?

Or is it just some crush, just like ERMS, again?

I guess only time will tell. Only that this time round, everything is kinda stupid because WE are soooooo far apart,

Me and TRAIN i mean. Goodness. We like each other so much that we even made pacts.

Pact no. 1: If there's anyone else in our lives, we will tell each other. Say if we get a bf/gf.

Pact no. 2: Can't tell. :p (sorry, a dampener i know.)

Pact no. 3: Dampener too, can't tell. =)

I am not supposed to do anything physical w any other man. That i do not like, that is. As i romantic feelings kinda "like". Not that i am not supposed to, it's i don't want to. For TRAIN. Not that he told me to do this for him. But u know, when 2 people like each other, thing's just this way, and how sweet is that. (so near yet so far =(     )

So same goes with him. Anyway, not much of a problem for him, as he is only into asians. Asian fetish. Haha.

He has been protective of late.

Well, what else do we say about us?

Learnt something today.

Some things are better not known.

Some things are better not told.

I really think i am falling into the vicious cycle of love again.

The one aspect that humans can't live without.

The one aspect that is capable of making one super nice and giving their all and all

YET

also capable of bringing out the ugliest of people.

And i really hate it. I will, from now on, take everything with a pinch of salt. Be it something nice, sweet or hateful that people say. Everything with a pinch of salt. Yes.

And i will refrain from falling in love. Don't be sad for me, people. I am just being happy, the way i want it to be.

Because all these time during my 4.5 years relationship with my ex, i experience nothing nice, absolutely nothing nice, about love.

Love is not accepting who the person is,

instead, a manipulation of him/her into becoming someone that u want he/she to be.

Simply by saying, "If you love me, you should __________".

(fill in the blank. i'm sure there's a lot more than just a blank.)

Love is not without jealousy.

Often people get jealous for the smallest of matters.

(girls out there, u get what i mean, i am 101% sure)

Loving someone, you will give that person freedom. NOT.

Instead, being in a relationship is like a convict in the jail. Except this time round it is 100 times worse. Your heart and soul jailed too.

Forgive and forget and start afresh.

Bullshit.

Anyone knows it is easier said than done. Often it is not done.

Forgive, yes, for those magnanimous enough.

Forget, unless thou dies.

And the past will always be brought up when quarreling.

More damage done than issues solved.

Love is compromising.

This i agree.

Typical convo: "if i can do this for u, u should be doing that for me too."

See?

All about giving and not expecting anything in return.

Double bullshit.

Really?

Sure?

100% sure?

101% sure?

See what i mean?

Typical convo again: "If u really love me, you will ______. "

Gosh, i can just go on and on and on.

Face it, those love-strucked.

Reality is, people have moved on from being nice (like a thousand years ago, B.C?) to being creatures who are self centered, who loves themselves more and detestable beings that want things done their way.

That said, yes, i am including myself when i typed the above paragraph.

How terrible is love?

U think about it, sleep on it.

I will NOT fall in love.

stupid hair cut

urrrggghhhhhhh!

Dearest bloggie, as you can see, i am partying again. On the eve of national day, and the eve week before my exams!!!!!!!

My goodness. Not that it'll help if i stay at home though. I'll still end up watching Gossip Girl. (GG, rather)

And yes, take a look at these pictures...

I am sooooooooo wasted.

Currently nursing a hangover with lots of sleep.

This is what happens when i am semi drunk. Unsteady hands, blur image.

Then Yiwen's the one taking it. So, steady hands, but unsteady me. Poor image quality again.

I have no idea how this picture came about. But it's soooooo artistic!

Bur again. This is shitty.

Just slightly better. And one of the reason why it is so blurry is because my phone camera's flash decided to spoil on me. But it's ok again, after i on and off. (of course the on and off part didn't occur to me when we're taking these pictures. silly me. it only cross my mind when i'm home. Stups)

Taken using my 3G front cam, explaining the total disgusting quality.

This would be the best, i'd say.

This is not bad too.

Funny.

Unsteady me again.

This, s something i ought to upload like long long ago....

Class outing at changi beach. soooooo fun!

Ok, this is the day when me and SP went swimming and he tried to drown me at the wave pool.

Isn't this interesting? i love my lap top for it's camera and the effects.

Me in OT gown. Look soooooo small. Ok, i AM small.

Changi beach again. forgot to upload photos in sequence.

My loves of my life!!!!

Mood now? Though having a hangover but extremely happy, because i did something i wanna do. Which is, i smsed TRAIN telling him i miss him, on his German number. The best part? He replied! It shows he's not some miser.

Anyway, things between me and him is so ambiguous now, that i often think about it and wonder whether i am supposed to "stay true" and wait for him and see what happens.

Seems like the attraction is mutual.

Gonna watch some more GG, then study at night.