Sunday, November 16, 2008

Okie, i know i know.... it's been 2 whole months (and slightly longer ) since i last updated...

EVERYBODY, I AM BACK FROM AUSTRALIA!!!!!!

Don't worry, i did not suffer any mishaps along the way, and yes, i am more than fine. 

Well, maybe said too soon. The screwed up PRCP thing sucks.

PRCP: Pre-Registration Consolidation Placement

All SG nurses have to go through that before they can graduate and register for their license with the SNB (singapore nursing board).

Ok, not gonna talk about this now... First thing first. My Aussie pics! For those who haven't seen it.


Aussie trip day 2 University of sydney


Oh my! i feel so nostalgic even just inserting the links!

SO many pictures! We had fun, we truly did..... 

If u're too lazy to look at everything, u can just look at the day five album, perhaps 4th night's album.... 

Ok so PRCP sucks. i will be working a regular shift thing, regular not like literally regular. I mean i will be working like any regular nurse. Day shift, evening shift, night shift, on saturdays, sundays, public holidays.... 

Don't u all just feel sad for me!

Such a noble job right... Respect nurses! 

*hahahahaha*

And i have also arrived at this conclusion that, it's gonna be a lonely christmas this year.

After a long long time. 

I can already see myself spending it with my patients.....

Oh for those who's wondering about me and TRAIN a.k.a Thomas a.k.a Hercules and why is my christmas gonna be so lonely, let me reassure the concerned, that i am still waiting, waiting and waiting for him to come back. And we are still connecting with and keeping in contact with each other.
 
Sometimes on the phone, sometimes texting each other, a lot of times on Skype video call and MSN, and the conventional electronic mails.

Admittedly i've always thought the saying that goes "We should be thankful for having internet and emails. It helps us stay connected with family and friends" is VERY CLICHÉ.

Now i think, I WILL JUST DIE W/O IT. Ok maybe a lil exaggerated, but ya, u get the point.

He has finally finished his a-few-hundred-pages-long thesis like beginning November, and now he is looking for a job in SG. Says it's 75% chance he's coming back to SG. I'd think the 25% will happen. (germany) =(

I mean, it's better to tell yourself the negative things right? At least when it comes to this kinda situation. So u won't feel stupid and naive (that u ACTUALLY believed him) when he doesn't come back.

I HATE IT when people ask me if i have any boyfriend or anyone i like. I mean, so ambiguous! What am i supposed to tell them? So cheesy! That u are waiting for someone who u don't even know if he will definitely come back. Anyway, he is not asking me to wait. He wants me to, but knows he's got no right. I'd say i'll wait. What's there to do in this three months of torture and hell (PRCP) anyway?

And and and and and..........

we've always been CAREFULLY avoiding the "L" word. We'd be like, "oh, i love your eyes!" , "oh, i love your smile!" , "oh, i love the way u sound!". I love your this and that and that and this.
I love your everything except "u". Annoying! 
In times like this, Leona Lewis' Bleeding Love's "my heart's crippled by the vein that i keep on closing" will be apt to describe my feelings.
we'd be teasing each other, like going "i l*** u..."
saying it's probably a "like", could be a "like".
And he said he'll never say something so important over chatting. Only face to face.

But but but but but....

Yesterday, 15th Nov (also Yiwen's birthday), HE FREAKING FINALLY SAID IT!
Over text. (-_-) i know. 

I have not replied him, neither did i know what to reply. Shitty right. It caught me by surprise, the sms.

What do i do?

At this point in time..............