This morning when i was on the way to the hospital, i saw this pregnant stray cat sitting on the pathment watching people as they go by at CCK interchange. Then i have this sudden sad thought. I feel sad for the cat. I wonder if the male cat who impregnate her will come back to her or he will just choose to go gallivanting around and dump her with at least 3 kittens and herself to fend for.

Life is just so miserable right. One moment my patient is alife and talking to us, forever wanting us to change his diapers even though he didn't dirty it, and the next moment he is gone. Last breath taken. I wonder how i'll die... will i die taking in the last breath, or will i die exhaling the last breath?

And my dad is still being as bastard as ever la...
Can't be bothered anymore.
And oh, something is terribly wrong with me! I didn't buy anything for six days! Probably cause there's no time and i'm too tired after attachment la.
Will be going to darl's house later.

He' kinda sweet this few days. Offer to come hospital fetch me.
Wel i told him not to la. There's no need.
Anyway it's the thoughts that count. I'm happy enough he offered.
Let's hope he pass he's driving practical.

After my niece grows and what heed to be done is done and me and mother are no longer needed here, i'm just gonna bring her out of here for good.
Singapore really sucks.
People pay a little for school, for the hospital, and they want to get back a lot.
A lot of service. Minor things they complain.
Pay peanuts for a bead and expect mountains of service.
If u don't give a shit, they threaten u with complains.
I'm so not going to work as a nurse in singapore.
Come on, people. Wake up please.
Stop being so fucking difficult. U ARE PAYING PEANUTS.
Wherever did all te thankfulness go?

First day of attachment. (Hilarious)

It's so funny i tell you...
Everything's ok for the whole morning of orientation, then after that, all of us went to the ward.
I got myself a male ward again... But on the whole i think i like working in male ward better than in females'. Know why, cause male who can't walk and wants to relief their bladder, we can juz serve them the urinal. Which is hassle free and more hygienic. For females. the bedpan. Then must help them get on it.
But the thing 'bout male ward is we have to work with males. Male nurses, male PCAs (patient care assistant for your info.)
And sometimes people are just weird. Like the selvam guy. He's friendly and nice but perhaps a little too friendly?
Ok so everything was pretty fine except we had nothing much to do on the first day.

Until and and rudhralekha decided to eat cup noodles for lunch break.
There was no hot water in the tea room, so we make do with that using tap water and putting it into the microwave to cook it.
But of us, stupid geeks then, didn't know better than to completely tear off the foil lid before warming it up.
And guess what???!!!!!!

THE FOIL CAUGHT FIRE!

Luckily Rudhralekha saw.
She described it as some siren kinda light.
At first she thought there was something wrong with the light inside the microwave.
Later she realize it's fire.
And she told me.
I was like, "AHHH!!!!", then fumbling to look for the stop button.
I stop it in time before the whole thing explode la!
As in according to thers it will explode.
Nages the damn courageous one took out the cup noodle witht the burning lid and blew the fire off. Thank god for theses friends man!
Then the rest was like, "Y did u put the thing inside with the foil not teared off?"
So i was like, "oh serious ah, must tear off? we didn't know."
But ok la, the noodles are still edible. Though i think i will develop a phobia of microwave after this incident.

Bottom line is: IT SHOW HOW MUCH WE DON'T BOTHER OURSELVES IN THE KITCHEN.

I'm gonna be a bad cook.
Mind you i'm updating all these laughing still.

Today must update more, cause tmr is afternoon shift and basically the whole day tomorrow will be devoted to the hospital.

Oh dada is so sweet today. He asked me if i want company home from the hospital after work.
Oh of course i'm nice too, so i said it's ok...

Ok that' s it for today!
Will update on thurs the earliest.

I've done something really impulsive on thursday.

Nw thinking back it was a little stupid. But still i like my new phone...

Ya so the stupid impulsive thing i've done is to get myself a new phone and plan when i don need it. YET.

I'm therefore thinking of selling the phone away and use the money to get another phone... 

K la, this phone is not that bad...

It's MOTO KRZR K3m, descendent of K3...

It's 3G and has a internal and external camera, the latter a 2.0 megapixel one.

Well that's bout it.

It sounds nice and worth right. It is la. Comes with 1GB memory card somemore.

But still, it is an impulsive and stupid move of mine.

Let's talk 'bout today.

Went shopping with darling. (Another rare shopping trip with him)

Says he wanna get new year clothes, so we went Bugis street instead of the pre-planned Queensway shopping centre.

The clothes at Bugis street is really cheap, mind you.

He got himself 3 tees for $35!!!

It's such a steal, don't u think?

Anyway, it's cute la, the tees. Will take a picture of it to post it here.

And he got a cardi!!! My my my... Well i encouraged him a little.

Actually quite a lot. He's not the cardi kinda guy, but still, it looks fine on him.

Got himself a shirt too. Which looks quite smart la. (what the heck am i talking bout. Shirt are of course meant to be smart right...)

Ahem, so ya, then we went topman, gotten himself 2 jerseys @ $29.

Such a steal too.

Using slightly more than a hundred bucks, he can get himself like, 7 items?

Now i was getting quite proud of myself that i didn't spend on anything except on "muachi" that cost $2.50.

Was so tempted to get a bag and a whole box of fakies but i did not.

Now, go back to the first sentence of this paragraph.

Read the high lighted words.

Was getting proud.

Now i am not.

Now i stupidly just have to drag him to GUESS? at Suntec city knowing i will come bak home with a shopping bag.

Very good huh. Indeed i did come back with a bag. Of purchases costing $208.

PURCHASES i meant two top.

My darling can get himself 7 items slightly more than a hundred but i can't.

I feel so sad for myself but i feel so happy for my buy!

No.1 it's a playsuit i've gotten and i've been looking for playsuits up and down. Right my friends? U guys know i'm looking for that... (i'm juz sorta consoling myself that getting that playsuit is worth it.)

No.2 is just a top made of this material that will remind my friends of me. A ribbed tank. With glittery stuffs and dimantes over the front. Anyway it's hot.

So yes, it is worth it.

Talk bout my OCD. 

Spendthrift disorder.

It's a nice day after all.

Me and my darling got lotsa topics to talk 'but today.

I'm happy cause it doesn't come everyday like this.

I just enjoy his company so much.

Not a single complain of tiredness.

But time flies when u are happy and enjoying yourself...

Next week is my stupid attachment AGAIN.

Have to iron uniform AGAIN.

Have to face the ward sisters AGAIN.

Have to greet them AGAIN.

I really hate greeting them. So hypocritical.

What to do? I'm forced.

Nw i feel depressed and down. Let me go sleep and dream of nice stuffs... 

Now i think I'm a pretty consistent blogger.

Blogging every now and then.

My lappie is a big big part of my life now. Really a major role.

Talk 'bout facebook and the hundreds of application that's pretty much endless and that u juz have to keep adding.

Then talk 'bout Gilmore girls that beckons to me everyday so i'm stuck in front of my lappie like 2 hours a day just for that.

Tell me more 'bout MSN.

Right Macbook, I'm pretty stuck onto u...

Then there's Neopets that i still love playing once in a while.

Brings me to a topic, my can't live withouts.

Here are some. (in fact, alot.)

1. Phone

2. ipod

3. laptop

4. DS lite

5. Wallet (with lotsa money inside of course)

6. Discount cards, membership cards etc.

7. Eyeliner and mascara

8. Sweater/jacket/cardi

9. Water bottle

10. Shorts (getting warmer by the days)

11. Stash of bracelets n necklaces (think Bambi necklace and charm bracelets)

12. Epilator

13. Skinnies

14. Thongs

15. Slippers and heels and pumps.

Ok i'm getting very tired.

It's basically just everything isn't it?

 Oh my ring! Couple ring with darling and my watches...

Yup that's 'bout it.

Something more serious.

Treasure everyone who's around you more.

Cause more and more people are dying from sleeping.

Yeah, wake up dead. Floating in the air and seeing ur body beneath you.

Ok ok, I'm serious. And the age groups are like, younger and younger?

Which means us. You, me, anyone who's reading this blog.

And yes. Even if the person who die is my sworn enemy, i will still feel sad. Very sad. And so can you imagine those that are not my enemies and those who're my bestfriend and family? I'll be broken. Devastated. Period.

So ya, treasure people around you.

It's gonna pour anytime now.

I'm so enjoying it man!

At home and outside will be pouring and i can feel the pre- rain breeze.

So cooling...

Right i tink I'm gonna continue for my presentation on contraceptive methods.

HMMM.....

Obsessive Compulsive Disorder (OCD)

Think i might just develop  OCD. 

I have this stupid habit of shopping.

Like anywhere and everywhere, anything and everything.

Now let me tell you bout my fav brands and shops.

FAV BRANDS FOR COSMETICS

1. DIOR's everything

2. THE FACE SHOP fake eyelashes

3. Banana boat lip balm

4. Splash glitter liners

5. Bourjois's anything

6. Anna Sui's fragrance

7. Za's foundation

Well i guess that's about it. Let's move on to clothes.

(I know this is a random post, most random topic)

FAV BRANDS FOR CLOTHES

1. Guess

2. Mango

3. Forever 21

4. Cotton on

5. All surf brands, esp Roxy

6. Fox

7. Adidas (jackets)

8. Bebe

9. Topshop (casual wear)

10. Pull and bear

11. Warehouse

(I know it's getting unbearable and u will ask yourself why do u have to know my likes. Don't worry, there'll be a post of my dislikes too! Haha! I can just hear my friends go, "oh please, mae!"  But i still will go on. )

*Hee*

FAV BARAND FOR SHOES

1. Novo!

2. Keds

3. I swear i will get birkies soon!

4. Oh-so-comfy Havianas

5. Ripples n Roxy slippers!

6. Anything that looks appealing to me.

Well i guess that's 'bout it all.

Let me continue with my OCD signs and symptoms.

I love shoppin'.

Like all the time.

Have the need to buy things. Oh pardon me and let me continue with the last of my FAV list.

FAV SHOPS/ BOUTIQUES (Whether is it for window shop or serious shopping)

1. Zara

2. Mango

3. Surfer girl

4. Roxy

5. Guess

6. Watsons!!! (An all time fav for the nonsense and interesting and useful stuff.)

7. Sasa

8. The Body Shop

9. Popular

10. Borders

11. Diva

12. River island

13. Tangs

14. Isetan wisma

15. Pull and Bear

Actually it's all those of my fav brands la.

Ya so i think i have this problem with money, and that is i can't seem to save!

And i feel panicky sometimes juz thinking 'bout it.

What if one day i'm left with only a cent to live on?

Oh no!

Gimme advices n how to quit it, people.

Quit shopping for 2 days, then a week.

I so damn need to stop.

Evidence of me buying almost everyday:

This is what i bought today. But it's something i've been wanting for a long long time.

Yeah i know, I'm juz making excuses for myself. =)

The box is so pretty too

The bottle rocks!

Trust me this smells really gr8.

And did u know it's just like Chanel No5?

As in for Dior, they had Poison like a long time ago.

And it was such a hit that they made Pure poison, Midnight Poison and stuffs and make it sorta like a comeback.

And my fav mag!

Not bought today la. Bought it with Ruth the other day at Taka.

U know, overseas mag are juz a million times better than local mag.

Enough 'bout me already.

Darling was actually quite sweet today.

I guess he's really quite tired from just booking out but at least he accompanied me to Sakae to have lunch although he already had his.

Was pretty fun with him today, the topics and all.

Yeah, tomorrow's the NP concert and i'm helping out.

Kind sucks....

I shall go sleep soon, gotta wake up early tomorrow.

2nd post of the year!

Here i am again!

Know what? I actually recieved a warning letter from school! 

No big deal.

First warning for attendance reaching 90%.

And i freaking need my parents to sign it. But who cares la. I'm just gonna DIM.

(do it myself)

Sounds wrong, but anyway i was kinda freaked out when Asmah called and told me to go collect the letter, cuz i thought i'll be barred from taking the papers.

If that really happens then i'll be so livid.

Waste time and $$$ totally.

Anyway, i read my previous post and there was quite a number of typo error.

I swear it's not me. It's cause of the stupid silicon keyboard protector that makes everything so misleading. 

I did key in a certain character and it feels like i typed on it but truth is it is not.

So much for my SGD25.90.

Oh went to source for eyeshadow today and found one that has all three colours i'm looking for in one palette.

So this is the one!

And check out one of my lappie's exciting feature!

iphoto booth.

All the nonsense me and my junior did during co practice...

This is a portrait of us in colour pencil effect.

Then we don't have go to those artist on the streets to pay them money to draw our face already.

*HAHA

And this, is a stupid picture of ourselves using e effect of "haha" mirrors.

I would love to believe we're at nigeria falls.

( but we're not)

An x-ray of us! How interesting.

We look abit ghostly though.

I forgot the effect for this pic. So, yup.

Another colour pencil drawing.

And this is me and my secret twin sister no one knows about other than my parents and me, until this post.

Her name's Maybel.

It's us again both holding garfield's tail!

Kiddin', that's my bedroom's phone.

My Macbook's quite something eh?

Tomorrow is NYP's open house and we're like volunteered for being tour guides.

Get that right, WE ARE BEING VOLUNTEERED.

NOT WE VOLUNTEERED TO BE.

GET IT????

It's kinda like a turn off.

Major one.

Cause supposedly we're only having lessons from 12 to 1pm.

How cool is that?

But no longer, with this tour guide thing.

I haven't even been to the different different schools before, for god's sake.

Quite stupid.

Anyways, i must look pretty pretty tomorrow.

Cuz i'm going out with yiwen! To town.

And maybe cuz just give people a reason to choose NYP.

Ha.

Went to darling's house just now...

U know, after he went army, he looks so much fitter.

I could die looking at his physique.

Pity bout the height though, but i'm not that tall either.

Still, my point is, he came out of the bathroom just now sans top.

So it's just blue jeans...

I could just believe he modelled for FHM.

(for her magazine)

Not that there's such a mag. I wish though.

Told him right in the face he looks hot like that.

It sure takes easy effort to make someone's day.

Oh, Ruth said i've grown a little taller. 

I certainly hope that's the case.

I've been sleeping very late recently.

How late? Like 1-2am.

So I'm gonna sleep now.

Pardon me for being too abrupt again.

But at least i bothered to update.

Till then!

2nd post of the year!

Here i am again!

Know what? I actually recieved a warning letter from school! 

No big deal.

First warning for attendance reaching 90%.

And i freaking need my parents to sign it. But who cares la. I'm just gonna DIM.

(do it myself)

Sounds wrong, but anyway i was kinda freaked out when Asmah called and told me to go collect the letter, cuz i thought i'll be barred from taking the papers.

If that really happens then i'll be so livid.

Waste time and $$$ totally.

Anyway, i read my previous post and there was quite a number of typo error.

I swear it's not me. It's cause of the stupid silicon keyboard protector that makes everything so misleading. 

I did key in a certain character and it feels like i typed on it but truth is it is not.

So much for my SGD25.90.

Oh went to source for eyeshadow today and found one that has all three colours i'm looking for in one palette.

So this is the one!

And check out one of my lappie's exciting feature!

iphoto booth.

All the nonsense me and my junior did during co practice...

This is a portrait of us in colour pencil effect.

Then we don't have go to those artist on the streets to pay them money to draw our face already.

*HAHA

And this, is a stupid picture of ourselves using e effect of "haha" mirrors.

I would love to believe we're at nigeria falls.

( but we're not)

An x-ray of us! How interesting.

We look abit ghostly though.

I forgot the effect for this pic. So, yup.

Another colour pencil drawing.

And this is me and my secret twin sister no one knows about other than my parents and me, until this post.

Her name's Maybel.

It's us again both holding garfield's tail!

Kiddin', that's my bedroom's phone.

My Macbook's quite something eh?

Tomorrow is NYP's open house and we're like volunteered for being tour guides.

Get that right, WE ARE BEING VOLUNTEERED.

NOT WE VOLUNTEERED TO BE.

GET IT????

It's kinda like a turn off.

Major one.

Cause supposedly we're only having lessons from 12 to 1pm.

How cool is that?

But no longer, with this tour guide thing.

I haven't even been to the different different schools before, for god's sake.

Quite stupid.

Anyways, i must look pretty pretty tomorrow.

Cuz i'm going out with yiwen! To town.

And maybe cuz just give people a reason to choose NYP.

Ha.

Went to darling's house just now...

U know, after he went army, he looks so much fitter.

I could die looking at his physique.

Pity bout the height though, but i'm not that tall either.

Still, my point is, he came out of the bathroom just now sans top.

So it's just blue jeans...

I could just believe he modelled for FHM.

(for her magazine)

Not that there's such a mag. I wish though.

Told him right in the face he looks hot like that.

It sure takes easy effort to make someone's day.

Oh, Ruth said i've grown a little taller. 

I certainly hope that's the case.

I've been sleeping very late recently.

How late? Like 1-2am.

So I'm gonna sleep now.

Pardon me for being too abrupt again.

But at least i bothered to update.

Till then!

It's been such a long time

Hey bloggie!
Kinda miss you... And my friends are like pestering me to update.
I think I'm such a bad blogger. Inconsistent, lazy, couldn't be bothered.
So here's this post.
Told my friends i will update after i get my new macbook.
My ibook is so hopeless now.
So here i am with my new macbook (loving it every second), STILL clueless about the super new and interesting applications.
Well i couldn't care more.
And i will protect my macbook with all m life! Whatever it takes, i am serious.
Just gottten a lappie bag, but my lappie is still scratch.
Hell knows why.
So I've gotten it a silicon keypad cover worth SGD25.90 too.
(the thing bout mac is the keyboard is white and it's kinda irritating. secretly. )
Now i will and i must get a crystal casing for it.
No more scratches!
I think I'm kinda obssessed with clear casing nowadays.
Just look at my ipod and DS.

Now I'm done talking bout my new muse. (not much of a muse if t's something dead and still)
Let me talk bout my all time fav!!!
My niece!
Born on the 18/08/07.
It'd have been easier if he's born this year, same date and month.
Back to the topic.

SHE IS SO CUTE!

And she's like the best niece ever. cause she is not m cousin's child.
She's my sis's!
The closeness factor added 100.

I did two quizzes at my fav mag's webbie, regarding fashion.
My red carpet style and my fasion style.
Guess what.
Both results show I am just like Paris.
So friends, is it true or what?

I might be talking to no one.
Cause out of sheer laziness, (of not blogging) i think i lost a number of readers.
They just don't bother checking my blog after awhile.
Not to blame though.

I will stop here.
I rather watch shws than blog, you know?
Forgive me if i'm abrupt.

And oh! Something random.
I think i will start a fashion and beauty blog soon.
Look forward to my crap ya, people?